I know rose is not in my luck

I dont know why I always land up in trouble.
But its fine. It that way i try to do some work. Else sitting in front of computer I believe I would have made my self a living stone.

I know how big is my dream. To achieve is not at all easy. As you all know the uparwala and me has some panga. What ever I try to do he will definitely show his leg. N e way who cares.
30 years have passed fighting with him .. lets fight some more years.. I know i am not going to loose.

If I understand correctly for shooting you really require a good healthy life. Supporting family members and loving friends.. You require Shanti.. forget about Shanti......

Just read the following..


Where they all gone for me.. or Am I blind? I thought someone will definitely help me out in this. but looks like that person has some thing own in mind which does not match my requirements.

Any way. Its life. Up and down are always there. Though I know my downs are bit more down, but can not help.

I speak to myself. I talk about sports. And I know I have to win. And people those people will know that day. About what I have in my mind.

Today I am not able to write what I am interested to write. But that day I will speak and they will have to listen.
But I wish things to change and hope I will praise them for doing good to me.

God I want that person to be a good person. Tell them to be just 1%good. I know that will boost me so much that I will return them rest 99%.
I am trying my level best. Nothing seams to be working.
But

Raat hai to savera bhi hoga
Hai Safar to basera bhi hoga
Gum ke aage muskurake
Gaye hummm

Cheers

I am bit concerned

I am bit concerned.. Yes I am ..
Oct 11 to 22 GVM will be there.. So I have started Practice..
My self motivation is up.. Every day trying my level best to practice.. but..
I think after a day full of hard work and more than that almost 3 hours of bike riding during the day.. at the end of the day I am becoming bit tired. So not able to concentrate more..

If I check my logs.. over SCATT.. looks like my position and my aiming is perfect.. just the last .1 secs spoils my score.. my point of aim is on the 10.9 but just in last .1 secs it moves out of 10.9..

Looks like I have to concentrate more on my breathing, Trigger operation, and right hand grip.. I think this will give me the solution which I am looking at..

Also if I manage to be at home at 19:30 Hrs and eat some thing I dont feel comfortable to shoot at 20:30 Hrs.. if I dont eat.. I feel energy less, tired and hungry..

Not sure.. what to do.. I think if there is some one to talk to me .. keep me focused on my shooting it will be gr8..

I think from today instead of normal water, I will keep Glucose water next to me.. hope that helps..