I love this song

aankhon mein sapne liye
ghar se hum chal toh diye
jaane yeh raahe abb le jaayengi kahaan
mitti ki khushbu aaye
palkon pe aansu laaye
palkon pe reh jaayega yaadon ka jahaan
manjil nayi hain
anjaana hai kaarava
chalna akele hai yahaan
(tanha dil, tanha safar
dhunde tujhe phir kyun nazar) - 2
tanha dil....

I know rose is not in my luck

I dont know why I always land up in trouble.
But its fine. It that way i try to do some work. Else sitting in front of computer I believe I would have made my self a living stone.

I know how big is my dream. To achieve is not at all easy. As you all know the uparwala and me has some panga. What ever I try to do he will definitely show his leg. N e way who cares.
30 years have passed fighting with him .. lets fight some more years.. I know i am not going to loose.

If I understand correctly for shooting you really require a good healthy life. Supporting family members and loving friends.. You require Shanti.. forget about Shanti......

Just read the following..


Where they all gone for me.. or Am I blind? I thought someone will definitely help me out in this. but looks like that person has some thing own in mind which does not match my requirements.

Any way. Its life. Up and down are always there. Though I know my downs are bit more down, but can not help.

I speak to myself. I talk about sports. And I know I have to win. And people those people will know that day. About what I have in my mind.

Today I am not able to write what I am interested to write. But that day I will speak and they will have to listen.
But I wish things to change and hope I will praise them for doing good to me.

God I want that person to be a good person. Tell them to be just 1%good. I know that will boost me so much that I will return them rest 99%.
I am trying my level best. Nothing seams to be working.
But

Raat hai to savera bhi hoga
Hai Safar to basera bhi hoga
Gum ke aage muskurake
Gaye hummm

Cheers

Give, Give and Forgive.......

Hi People,
do you know what is the meaning of "Give, Give & Forgive ..."?

Any one answers properly I will give my a day's sal to him.

Good luck.

And dear.. I really dont want to do this

Digital Cam review site

"Shit.. I keep forgetting.. "
I dont know how many times I have told the above to people when they ask me about some good cam review site.
Now no more issues. The best review site for digital cameras I think is
http://www.steves-digicams.com/default.htm

Now people enjoy

Ho agar kabhi koi gum

Ho agar kabhi koi gum
To bilkul na tum ghabrana
Ta ra ra ra rum tararumpum 2

Bas rehe yakin yeh tumko
Kushiyon ko to hai aana
Ta ra ra ra rum tararumpum 2

Raat hai to savera bhi hoga
Hai Safar to basera bhi hoga
Gum ke aage muskurake
Gaye hummm

Ta ra ra ra rum tararumpum 2

really a nice song.. I think the lines I like in this is "Raat hai to savera bhi hoga
Hai Safar to basera bhi hoga " . Thanks for this +ve hope..

Must Do & Nice To Do

Yes.. many times I promise to do some thing and as usual I forget..
But this time I am not going to forget.. After all Nokia has taught me Agile process you know..

The best thing which happened to me being in this software profession is i can learn many things And.. And.. yes And..
I can use that for myself..

I think I should spend min 5 days in a month to do some thing other than my day today work.

So here comes my list of pending tasks.. which uses agile process and technology..

1. A simple Home automation system to help me save some electricity ( and its different)
2. Renovate my lab and setup a fully FOSS based AVR lab
3. Complete the half done digital power supply
4. Trouble shoot the software Oscilloscope
5. Purchase a Acer Laptop and give that to mom. Will try to give her a feel of Linux this time. Hope that works else same old Windows..
6. Purchase some new plants for my indoor garden.
7. I think I should spend some time to sort out my old employment documents and other important documents and other documents

So first sprint (month of July, duty days 5)
I am going to pick
Must do
3. Complete the half done digital power supply (1 day)
2. Renovate my lab and setup a fully FOSS based AVR lab (2 days)
6. Purchase some new plants for my indoor garden. (half a day)
Nice to Do
7. I think I should spend some time to sort out my old employment documents and other important documents and other documents (half a day)

BUT BUT .. SHOOTING is the priority 1. Nothing can change its priority

Tum chale jaaoge to sochenge... Gazals

Thank you Amit..
for telling about Gazals in in.com

The first gazal was Jagjit Singh's Tumko Dekha To

in that the stanza which I like the most is

tum chale jaaoge to sochenge - (2)
hamane kyaa khoyaa- hamane kyaa paayaa
zindagii dhuup tum ghanaa saayaa...

Wah wah.. I think it is quite true..

I miss you much

I can't lie, [ I miss you much ]
watching everyday that goes by, [ I miss you much ]
til I get you back I'm gon' try, [ I miss you much ]
you are the apple of my eye, [ girl I miss you much ]

Thought to sing a song..

I thought to sing a song..
tries to sing 2- 3.. but what is this..
I dont think any of the songs i am trying to sing, is my mood.
dont know how is my mood and what it wants.. :(

Just thinking about freedom

Many times I have thought..
To delete the Orkut account.. not sure why could not delete..

may be some old memories.. some old true / false scraps..
.000001 % of my past..
some how some thing is there..
If it is possible to back up orkut.. then sure.. I will just back up and delete.. and will never return..

some times.. or you can say most of the time I think I am really a very free man..
No worries, no bindings
free to do any thing and every thing I want, all possibles and impossibles..

Actually I am afraid of loosing my freedom... can not justify why, but some where i am afraid.

Yes some times I do feel that some one should be there to appreciate my shooting scores, my electronics experiments, discus about my ideas, my thinking
But yes.. this confusion has no end
I have to live like this.. whether I am free or not.. but this is worst, bad, OK, good, better and best for me because I have no other option :(